soooo.. 2008 is here. wow, how time flies. I think I had a good year. I learned a few things about myself, realized what I want to do, and what I have to do to achieve my goals. But, I also realize what I have to do for myself.
I think I've come to realization that school is my comfort zone. Because of my life I've been in school. I've had jobs, but I'd had quit them because of school..or I've had summer jobs. So, I really am thinking about taking a semester or a year off from school just to regroup...find myself, and to make some money. This was a hard decision to do because everyone is forever asking me: "So how is school?", and I'll simply response back with "its fine" or something along those lines.
Now I feel like the world is looking at me like a failure if I decide to take a semester or year off from school.
But I often wonder..what if I didn't go straight to college after high school. I'd probably be working with a pretty good amount of experience, and I probably wouldn't feel like a failure right now. But as the say. Things happen for a reason.
Because I know there is a reason as to why I'm choosing not to return back to school. I'm tired of school, and I want/need some money coming in because I want to save some money to make my move to Georgia...someday. Plus I want to work on getting a car too.
I know to some people this might be the best choice I made..but to me I think it is. Maybe, I'll get back in the school groove in the next year or so.
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