back to square one...on A LOT of things..

ah, I have so much to talk about . I'm attending the summer session. I'm taking spanish 2. so far, its going good..i can complain. boring some days, but I'm trying to survive through this class. I Have 7 more days and then this class is over though. I can't wait.

I'll be taking my road test July 31. so...right after my spanish 2 classes are over, I'll be taking the road test..which I hope I pass..

I'm taking a break next semester. I don't want to..but, I NEED to 1) because I need some money, and my mom can't afford it right now, and 2) I think I need a break.., no I don't think it. I know i need it, because I'm getting stressed out..and, I need to move on to do other things in my life. so I will be hitting the ground pavement hard after this class is over to start looking for jobs.

I'm trying to travel this summer too..I know for sure that I will be in Florida at the end of August, but I'm trying to go somewhere before this..like hopefully in the middle of August. But if this doesn't happen then I can always try to go somewhere in September .

I just found out a few weeks ago that the guy i was all crying and "in love" with had another girlfriend on the side, and she had a baby!- last month.. like wtf- you do the math!.. another one of my reasons as to why i don't want to be bothered with men and their B.S. anymore.
so i wrote him a little e-mail via myspace.com telling him how i felt, and how I hated what he done to me...and he decided he wanted to play dumb.. he has since been cut out of my life. I don't need his lying, wack!, no good of a man, BETTER HER THAN ME.
KARMA is alive and kicking..

I have a thing for friday's...

because when i'm bored...like to sit and relax and blog.
This weekend I'm actually going to be very low-key.. I'm not answer any phone calls, or text messages unless its important. My homeboy just texted me asking me if he can call me because he's going through some serious stuff right now. I ignored him.. heh sorry to that but I have my own life to worry about right now.

I know that sounds mean, but sometimes you gotta give certain people this type of treatment. But with this particular guy he has to learn how to deal with things on his OWN!..- anyways, enough about him.

I got my learners permit last month, and today I scheduled myself for two driving lessons next week. Friday and Saturday. I can't wait. I'm anxious and nervous at the same time.

two weeks ago was my birthday...it was a very last minute gathering but I'm happy with the few little people that showed up. I did not expect everyone who I invited to come through anyways since it was a two -day notice.

last week was my friend's birthday. so i went out last saturday to celebrate with her. .that was fun..
this week I need to lay low..because next weekend I'm going to busy again with going out..though I want to go out so bad! tomorrow night but I need to save this $15 for something else-like food for when i stay on campus from 10:30am until 5pm on Tuesdays and Thursdays.

but next weekend another friend of mine is having a 90's party..now this should be fun as hell. She's playing ALL and ONLY 90's music-now this is what's up. I can't wait for this. And we dress with comfort..sneakers, jeans, t-shirt..omg I'm gonna look like a damn teenager.

oh , I won't be out of school until 2010!-January 2010 that is... turns out I need to take Spanish 2. *sigh*-but its cool because I wanted to take spanish 2 all along anyways.

ok, let me go find something to do to occupy my time now..

AH!

so much has been going on.. .thank g-d tomorrow is the last day of the month, because my birthday is coming up!..woo hoo, I'm so excited...not really
but, I want to do a lot of things this year...well, not a lot..but I have some places that I'd like to go, still trying to save enough money to get there.

still trying to make some moves this year..hopefully i can accomplish them. I'm just trying my best to work hard for what I want this year... not that I haven't been doing that..but, i'm really trying. I'm almost done with school. I have 4 more classes to go then I'm out, then off to get my BA(maybe...hopefully), i don't know..I'm still deciding on this one.

So, I guess I talked too soon..it over. It's not worth working it out/fighting or crying over it.
I'm done. and, I Mean it this time.

happy new year!

I know I'm a little late..but Happy New Year!
so, much has been going on. I finished the Fall Semester in december, and I now I'm taking winter courses. I'm taking spanish and political science monday-thursday. From 9am-12:45pm.. It's very tiring, and demanding especially since the classes meet for only 6 weeks.

My other half and I are back together again...well, it seems as if we didn't break up at all. But it damn sure feel that way. We spoke about the situation before the New Year's rolled around, and we both agreeded that we thought it was over, but it seems as if none of us can let the other person go. I can honestly tell him to his face that I care about him, he can do but he's more of a visual type of person. He rather shows me that he cares about me then to tell me. As of I was telling my aunt the other day, for some reason I can't let this guy go. I care for him too much.

We're going through a lot right now, and honestly I can say he's the only guy that has stuck with me for this long, especially him knowing my situation. So I guess if he's willing to stay with me for this long and he's trying to work it out, then I can at least try to give in and do my part...and not be the selfish one in the relationship.

I'm working on it. We're working on this relationship togethr.

i'm back

after a month...a lot has changed.. Today is election day. I'm excited. I'm getting ready to head out and vote as soon as my mom comes home from work. My father went earlier today and he said it was packed.


but right now I'm doing draft 2 of my english assignment thats due tomorrow.

I'm tired of school. I can't wait until I graduate...hopefully that will be in summer 2009.

my other half and I are no more..like I said before its not worth it.. and its true. Its not worth it. Now I see what type of guy he is. :o[
I'm sad because I REALLY wanted this relationship to work, but atlas its back to square one for me. I guess it wasn't meant to be.

I can't believe its been two months since I posted on here... I'll be back, just not now.. maybe, this weekend when things have slowed down. As I'm keeping busy with school, and letting my other half go....-its just not worth it anymore...well, it sort is, but, I'm giving 100%, when he's only giving 25-50 %..
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